March 2013
1 post
Views and Current Thoughts of This Life
Hello, I am a teenager. I’ve made mistakes that ended good and bad-sometimes at the same time. I’ve told lies, screwed up, and did things I shouldn’t have. I’ve broken, fixed, and tried to mend others- as well as myself. Sometimes things haven’t went as planned and ended terribly, and sometimes they’ve ended wonderfully. I’ve planned futures only to have...
April 2012
1 post
This is a small rant
Yay, we get it, you’re going to prom
Yay, we get it, you have to look gorgeous for prom
Yay, we get it, you want to look the best for prom
But, in all honesty, if everyone thought looking normal was pretty, it would be so much better.
If people weren’t expected to be bronze, everyone would benefit.
Who is naturally that tan by the beginning of May?
Not many.
So why can’t...
March 2012
2 posts
What is this I don't even...
I’m not who I once was.
I’m not who I was 3 years ago — the innocent one who didn’t care what others thought. The truly happy one who was simply, simple.
I’m not who I was 2 years ago — the sad pessimist who thought she had been through so much, when she had experienced so little. The one who made many mistakes, and felt little remorse from them. The one who...
Sorry about this in advance
It pains me to say that a reason I don’t like to sleep is knowing that I must get up the next morning
February 2012
3 posts
"You only live once"
I’m going to apologize in advance for this rant, but it is something I must get out there.
So, since “you only live once”, you have an excuse to fill your body with toxins from illegal drugs? (I don’t care how many arguments you have for the debate over legalizing marijuana. It is ILLEGAL for a REASON!)
So, since “you only live once”, it is okay for you to...
I feel enlightened.
I wonder how long this will stay.
The things that we are bothered by the most are often the things we contemplate the most which are ultimately the things we care about the most.
January 2012
3 posts
Sometimes things work out...and sometimes they...
…and sometimes, you think they are working out, until reality slaps you in the face.
It says to you, “Who do you think you are being all super happy, when there are so many unhappy people in this world?”
And you don’t reply. Because how do you reply to that?
Maybe you’ll become really sad. Or maybe you’ll become really frustrated. Or maybe you won’t...
There is so much more out there than-
Good grades
Technology
Volleyball
Being the best at everything
Boys
Friends
College
Its just —I’m just—having a hard time seeing that.
While everyone else blames Ringgold...
I’m going to blame 2012.
APOCALYPSE!!!!!!!
December 2011
10 posts
I'm stuck in some kind of dream world
And its fantastic.
This Christmas, was by far, the best.
No, it wasn’t because I got the most expensive, hottest, or best gift.
I found a meaning.
I found that true friends stay, no matter what. They don’t leave when they’re told something, whether it be a lie or the truth. They stay through it all. They cry with you. They become upset with you. They make things better...
ThatAMAZINGmomentwhen...
You get that overwhelming feeling that its all going to be okay, and you just want to smile forever
:)
I'm growing up
And I don’t mean I’m starting to look different — or grow taller — or find more interest in politics and the economy — or even mature
But
I’m learning. I’m learning how to manage time and what is most important to me. I’m learning how to make myself pay attention. I’m learning how to excel in things. I’m not just getting those lucky...
One day, happiness will knock on your door.
And you’ll be too busy trying to find that happiness,
For that is what you’ve been wrapped up in.
You will then say, “Go away, I’m looking for happiness”
And so it will go away.
Aloft! Things are going to be okay As the scenes replay I can’t tell you of the disaster we’ve created Because its not what I intended Refleter As I may And glance How many times has it been, perchance? Not enough, we agree And soon I see This where I want to be Aloft!
Note: Refleter is the French word for “to reflect”
and
“-er” on the end of a word has an...
I'm not 100% happy right now
But maybe, indeed, in the near future
With time
I’ll be there.
Because right now,
I often get these feelings
Of knowing that its right there.
And
Sometimes,
I get these feelings thinking I have it already.
And then,
Indifference starts in.
But somebody, right now,
Has got to learn to reach without looking,
And take a risk for once.
Then, and only then,
We will see where...
Ahh so obsessed with this one and the original...
Writing →
Never let your grasp on life go
Because when you do, it really does go.
And by go, I mean leaves.
And you won’t realize it then.
But looking back, you will.
I promise.
And you’ll never get it back.
And you’ll regret, a lot.
I would tell you the truth
But I don’t even know the truth myself.
&
I’m really upset
But I can not tell you why
Because I don’t even know myself.
&
I know that it will all turn out fine in the end
Because it always does
&
Nothing is better than a little hope
When there seems to be nothing but despair.
November 2011
16 posts
I am a teenager
And I am creating myself, being who I want to be, smiling, laughing, worshipping music, using my creative mind, breaking down, fucking up, making friends, losing friends, falling in love, making memories, doing what I think is best, wasting my time, learning, making mistakes, feeling broken, feeling perfect only to have it crushed, accomplishing, flirting, texting, wanting, making plans, being...
My camera is back! :)
Yayy celebration for my camera being back! :)
Plus yanno, my annual ”I think I’m cool and idgaf” picture (:
Lol the bottom is my fave :D
Blahblahblah girls. Blahblahblah drama....
Blahblahblah shut the frick up.
Sweetly Bitter
Where the willows rise And the snow falls I’ll be there And you’ll be here.
Falling like petals And rising as the moon Two of the opposites But exactly the same.
Stand And confess what is true Or may not be But is thought to.
Tell your side As I tell mine And we’ll create a story As it ends with the words “never more”.
We’re a song With a melody and a...
Okkkk
THREE WAYS I AM STILL A KID 1. I literally laugh at EVERYTHING 2. I love sparkles <3 3. Amusement parks (CEDAR POINT) are the best thing ever
THREE WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD 1. I care so much about the future 2. I have the rest of my life planned out (sort of [its very subject to change]) 3. I try to set deadlines for myself and strive for the very best, anything less, I’m extremely...
I feel tired And stupid And like these set of keys know me better than anyone My entire body screams with pain Outer and internally The tears fall down my face Or maybe those are the rain drops on my window I don’t know.
I’ve been having these awful dreams That I can’t describe Or tell you of. I miss the past The innocence and ignorance of it. I miss laughing at one another And...
Honest to goodness
I’d tell you if I knew myself.
Blahh I miss this side of me...well most of them
This whole "high school" thing isn't working out...
I just want to fast forward these next few years. I’d never want to wish my life away, but I wish I could just be in college already.
The whole “Oh here’s some busy work because I’m just a high school teacher” thing isn’t really fun anymore. I have so much more to be doing than copying vocabulary words out of a textbook that we don’t even use.
I swear,...
I miss MySpace and fun surveys
If you woke up as the opposite sex, whats the first thing you would do? Be highly upset & And then punch something. Just because I could.
Are you addicted to anything? VANILLA CHAPSTICK <3 in my right pocket at all times :)
What do you see in a guy/girl? It depends. Usually sweetness thoughh
Has an animal ever attacked you? Lol everyday
When was the last time someone made you laugh...
I miss this all so much. I can’t even describe to you how much. So excited for this season <3
Maybe if I hide from reality, it won't find me.
Ha
And I thought these breakdowns were over with
That’s funny
October 2011
17 posts
For once, I have absolutely no idea...
What I want
Or how I’m going to achieve it
Or where I’m going
Or how I’m going to get there
Or why I feel this way
But (another first) I’m not stressed. I’m not scared. I’m not freaking out. I’m not on the brink of another break down.
I’m…I’m ok.
And the latter is better than the former.
:)
peaceandlovelacey:
Like a Ferris wheel
Spinning round and round ‘gain
Highs and lows
Its an endless cycle,
I touch the clouds
And walk on air
The sun kisses my shoulders
I shield my eyes.
One step to the left,
I’ll come back down,
Falling faster than you’d ever know.
One step to the right,
I’ll stay here with the sun and the clouds so careless.
Time stops,
The cycle ceases,
I step...
“When you’re young, not much matters
When you find something that you care...”
– Mac Miller <3
...Tonight was pretty great
I turned sixteen at Kennywood’s Fright Night on the Thunderbolt with my best friend :) Now how many people can say that ? :D
I got to see all of my closest friends and be with everyone and just have an awesome night all together <3
Nothing compares to sharing cheese fries, drinking hot chocolate, riding the Thunderbolt while screaming your loudest, and walking aimlessly around...
My sestina from last year :) Hoping to write a new...
1 The day is not dark 2 We smile and say hello 3 Speaking above whispers 4 I want you to stay 5 For I see your eyes filled with stars 6 I’m a bit tangled. 6 Though my thoughts are sometimes tangled 1 And I can’t see even though it’s far from dark 5 I find purpose in the stars, 2 Whenever you use my name with hello. 4 I hope you will stay, 3 Even if I can’t hear your whispers.
3 I may not hear,...
So you're going to tell me that having a...
Welp, that’s encouraging.
Thank you Ringgold health teaching staff, that’s exactly what I want to hear.
On being a student athlete...and a little weird
Well I’d like to think of myself as an optimist, but often I can’t look at the positive side. I don’t like to think of myself as a pessimist because that’s just not fun. So I settle with being a realist, and living with how things are.
I’d say today wasn’t half bad :)
10 bonus points in Honors World Cultures and getting into the varsity volleyball game...
I don't understand the phrase "If you have...
It seems as though a lot of people have been saying that lately. I mean sure, we’re naive, jealous teenagers. What is there to be expected? But I guess I don’t fit into the criteria in that subject.
I’d much rather not have someone say something to my face; because quite frankly, I wouldn’t know what to say, or do. I mean it does suck to have rumors spread about you, I...
